Ramble ramble Ramblings

Hey all. I'm gonna sleep soon but I guess I insert some stuff abit here. Currently suffering from insecurities in my life, but it will pass soon. I hope =_=

Anyways, I was thinking of asking mom to lend me her credit card to buy the print account from DeviantArt (KID!!! Do you actually MAKE anything from there?!!), which my mom shot that idea down and insisted money order.

... Honestly, I really don't know how to use money order =o=

Anyways, I was thinking of adding additional services on my LJ and probably my website. Selling old junk I have and probably do some sewing and sell as well. What you call it? EBay? lol But since EBay charges and I need a credit card... I'll stick to bank draft, money order and PayPal (eventhough I can't withdraw any money from the account in Malaysia, but if I DO go overseas to study, I could do so... :D Otherwise, I'll use it to purchase my print account and
pay my host.. and possibly my other accounts like LiveJournal and PhotoBucket. W00t! Hell, I'll even help friends buy the print account using paypal and THEY give me the cash. :D)

Sewing...? Yea, I promised an OMG hat with her preferred alterations for accidentally (honestly) forgetting her birthday. Which led to her boyfriend, Neo to come and asked for one too. lol Hey, the materials for yours is on you lol.

It looks like this.



I'm making one for myself too... W00t! :D

THIS kind of sewing services lol. And maybe I help mom to sell some of her beanies :D Hmmm...

Anyways, currently on the HIGH about NightCrawler... Gawd knows WHERE the obsession came around... and NO, jewel... I like the comic version. NOT the movie's one. He looks too.... dorky blur. The only time he looks real good is when he is set to kill the president. :D

And the irritating part is I found out the movie had cut scenes... and when I found out what scenes were cut off.... I had these to say to those directors and the donkeys in charge of the editing...

WA-------------------STED!!!! I really really REALLY WANT to see Wolverine and Nightcrawler in ACTION!!! COME ON!!! >O<

So far I had downloaded the cartoon series of X-men (yea yea SHOOT ME!!) season 1 and season 4. THE FAAAAAAAAAAAAAARK?!! Where's the torrent for 2 + 3? *sobs*

To those who wonder how's my diet going on... I think I am in deep shiet trouble... It is steadily and SLOWLY dropping down to 115 pounds... O_O It is going for 52kg.... whoa.

The next thing I'll hear from June's mom would be, "MY GAWD, NiYan!!! You're so SKINNY!!!"
I would know... =_= Mom went all "Don't try to be an anorexic!" on me. Hell, I love food so much, is it THAT possible of me to be an anorexic?!! Bweh!

I found an interesting online making thingie... and now testing out how far and good it works. Only problem is that it pays through PayPal OR if I want check... I'd better ship myself to America for a permanent residence.

Well, since it is free and what they want me to do is easy, might as well give it a shot. When I get my first $25, I'll tell you. :D